Keeping Up With the Kardashians finally bid farewell to their fans on Thursday, June 10, after 20 seasons. The emotional finale featured the famous Kardashian-Jenner clan as they realized the next chapters of their lives.
Meanwhile, Kim Kardashian talked to momager Kris Jenner about her next steps. She opened up to her mom about her marriage to Kanye West admitting, “I used to go to everyone for all the answers and all the problems. It’s draining. I’m, like, an adult. I have a therapist. Let me work on myself and see where I’m at.”
She also revealed how she strived for total happiness throughout her relationship. She said, “I just feel like I’ve worked so hard in life to achieve everything that I’ve wanted to and I’ve lived up to my expectations and achieved 10 times more than what I thought was humanly possibly, but I don’t have a life to share that with. Am I just going to sit here and think, ‘OK my kids fulfill me and I’m good?’ I never thought I was lonely. I just thought that was totally fine, I can just have my kids.”
Kanye spent most of his time in Wyoming and the LDR took a toll on her. She explained, “My husband moves from state to state. I’m just on this ride with him and I was OK with that. And then after turning 40 this year, I realized like no, I don’t want a husband that lives in a completely different state.”
She added, “I want someone that we have the same shows in common. I want someone that wants to work out with me. It’s the little things is what I don’t have. I have all the big things. I have the extravagant everything you could possibly imagine and no one will ever do it like that. I’m grateful for those experiences but I think I’m ready for the small experiences that will mean a lot.”
Kris comforted her by saying, “I just want you to be happy and joyful and I don’t think I’ve seen that in a really long time. It breaks my heart because I just want them to be happy. I want her to be joyful and have the best relationship that she can possibly have. She has four beautiful kids so I just want them to be happy.”
Kim said, “I’m numb. I’m tired of that. But I do know that I will be happy. I didn’t come this far just to come this far and not be happy. Remember that.”
Kris praised her, “You a very strong girl and you seem to handle everything really calmly.”
The mother of four eventually filed for divorce from the rapper in February after being married for six years.